; how's my love life? ; ~ part 1 ~

now that im 19, i've met so many boys and all i can say is that they are all totally different when it comes to everything.

and now, i want to type here the true story of my love life,

from the beginning and how was it going right now.

i have so many crushes back then when i was in elementary,

my first crush is Alexander (i already forgot his surname) when i was in grade three.

just to think of it, i was already 9 years old when i had my first crush.

i've told about him with my classmate and my big mistake was that my classmate whom i've told her that my crush is Alexander was unexpectedly a blabbermouth.

she instantly told Alexander that i have a crush on him.

(oh 'di ba kabata-bata pa
plastik na?)

well, there was nothing i can do but to be totally shy.

but anyway, im only a pupil back then and i thought that it was just only a childish thing and i never really knew about real love yet.

and luckily, when we were in grade four, he transferred from another school.

what a relieved! whew!

in my grade four years, my classmate, Gener Victor Garcia, he always used to teased me, i don't know why he's doing that to me, everytime we met at school, the way he stares and talks at me was always getting in my nerves.

i always feel annoyed whenever he's around. and then one day, i found out from my classmate that he has a crush on me when we were in grade three.

so, that's the reason why when we're still in grade three, he started teasing me with non-sense.

and that's when i knew that teasing somebody is the best way to express that you really like the person especially if you were only 10 years old. haha! and for me, it's kinda look cute.

(ibig sabihin, papansin lang
pala siya!)

then he gave me a letter saying he really likes me. but of course, again, it's just a childish thing, i couldn't do anything about it, im just a child back then.

i just made him my inspiration so that i will very active going to school and participating in class. well, just to impressed him. ;)

i thought that even before, even a child thinks that love really makes you happy even if it's a simple matter.

and then when i was in grade six, one of my schoolmate told me about him and Gener ask my schoolmate, "kamusta na si lani?".

i was surprised because he still remembers me even if he already transferred when we were in grade six.

and i admit it, after i found out that he likes me, i used to liked him too.

(pero hanggang dun na lang yun,
nagkaroon nga ulit kami ng communication ngayon at parang wala na
lang.)

grade five, i have a new crush, Nestle James Tamayo, i liked him because he's chinito, he's very cute when he smiles and ang lakas ng dating.

he's my classmate since kinder and i only noticed him when we were in grade five, idon't know why but maybe because we became close and we always talked and i knew that he's friendly and approachable.

he's not my only crush when i was in grade five,

i have also a crush named Jet Ibañez and Mark Ibañez. yes it is, they were brothers.

they were first year highschool and i admit it that i always looking at the window of our room everytime they will go to the canteen.

(bata pa lang talaga, masasabi
mong malandi na pero hindi nga lang halata.)

i have a crush on them until when i was in highschool.

unitl they graduated from highschool, i never saw them again and i heard a rumor when i was in second year that Mark had already a baby with his higschool girlfriend. what?!

but it doesn't hurt my feelings. he's just so stupid to do that. haha!

and back to my grade five years, i noticed this weird person.

he was always staring at me whenever i accidentally looks at him. i always caught him looking at me. then i've told it in my classmate about him and my classmate told me that maybe he has a crush on me. hmm...

i wonder why.

or maybe he's my stalker! waah! joke.

and as the day goes by, he keeps staring at me whenever we saw each other at school.

and the good thing about it, knowing that he always stares at me but Jet and Mark were his classmates.

what a coincidence, right?

but since i typed a little detail about him, im concerned about him because im the type of person who has a soft heart. haha! i just can't forget the way he stares at me. his name was Marvin Malawig.

it was really fun having a crush on someone.

(pero hindo ko na lang masyadong
pinansin yung "epal" na yun, yes, "epal", that was me and my classmate's codename for
him.)

and so, this is just a few glimpse of my past regarding with boys when i was in elementary.

this is the part 1.

and if there's a part 1, there's always a part 2. haha!

i have so many precious moments in my elementary years.

it's just that i'll get tired if i'll type all of them.

well, this was the most precious moments that i will cherish forever.

but except for the guys, i never cherish them. haha!

(ORIGINALLY POSTED: 9/5/09)